February 28, 2020

telling the truth



Tonight I'm "living the dream." At home on a Friday night sitting by a warm crackling fire, with the choice to read, set puzzle, or blog. Nothing could be more comfortable for an introvert.

Life has been fairly uneventful the past few weeks, which is actually a blessing, but doesn't generate much writing inspiration. Something did happen today that I thought I'd write about. To tell what happened, I first need to give some background information.

We pharmacy technicians are scheduled to do a nursing unit review once a month. Each tech has a specific area assigned to them with a checklist of tasks. Every nursing floor has two medication rooms and a supply room. Most of the nursing unit review is focused on these areas. Supply rooms have hundreds of items, such as lab tubes, IV supplies, toiletries, dressings and bandages, and other nursing necessities. Medication rooms each have a Pyxis machine where drugs are dispensed and cabinets stocked with supplies used for giving meds, such as needles and syringes. We go through all these items, looking for any expired products. The Pyxis machine needs to be cleaned and code carts opened and searched for expired items. We also randomly check approximately 4 patients to make sure IV tubings are tagged properly and antibiotics and other drugs given on time. 

The nursing unit assigned to me is one of the smaller ones, so I volunteered to take on another one when someone recently quit. February was the first time I did the new unit, and it took me quite a long time since it's one of the messiest and I did some extra cleaning. We are only scheduled one day to do our review, so I ended up getting only one of my two nursing units done. Today our lead technician asked me if I had done my second unit, and when I told her I hadn't, she said, "We're just going to make it look like you did and fill out the paper." When she brought me the paper to sign I said I couldn't do that because I felt like it was lying. By her reaction, I couldn't quite tell what she was thinking but it seemed she was slightly disgusted. She said, "Can you do it today then? How long do you think it will take?" It was around 11:30, I hadn't had lunch yet, and was only working till 3:30.  I told her I could probably do it 1-2 hours, and thankfully there were enough other techs working that someone could take over what I was doing in the pharmacy. 

I didn't have much time to think of how to respond in this situation, and it was my superior asking me to falsify information, so I wasn't quite sure at first what to do. When she wanted me to sign the paper though, it became quite clear to me I couldn't go along with it. There's been other times when I wondered if I had been completely honest, or just being tormented with doubt. I'm glad it was so obviously wrong to me this time. 

February 14, 2020

winter walk

A couple times this winter I've went on a walk after work at a nearby park. I knew this park was close by, but didn't realize how lovely and historic a location it was!


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I begin at Berks County Heritage Center (#3 on above map), and walk along the Union Canal Trail past Red Bridge and Gring's Mill (#5, 6, 8). All along the path, Tulpehocken Creek gurgles by.


Tulpehocken Creek along Union Canal Trail

Red Bridge, spanning Tulpehocken Creek 

Originally known as Wertz's Bridge, Red Bridge was built in 1867 and is the longest covered bridge in Pennsylvania. 

Gring's Mill and Farmhouse

The grist mill was built in 1811 and farmhouse in 1831. To reach the mill and farmstead from across the creek, a bridge is built over a small dam. Stopping to watch and listen to the rushing water is a must!


Gring's Mill bridge and dam


This stone house adjoins the bridge and dam

Scott Althouse, a dye manufacturer, built the dam and bridge around 1931 to create direct electricity used in a paint making process.

Remains of the Union Canal

I only learned this today, but remnants of the Union Canal can be seen alongside Tulpehocken Creek. At one time, this canal ran 82 miles, connecting the Schuylkill and Susquehanna rivers. Construction began in 1792 during George Washington's presidency. The canal was used to transport coal and lumber to Philadelphia until the 1880's. Wow! To hear the stories those trees and canal banks could tell of days gone by!

What a beautiful place to take in the beauty of nature! Even though the trees are bare and it was a biting cold day, the loveliness was still there. My walk also took me over this cantilever footbridge.


The very best part of this winter walk was when I happened to see a patch of small bright yellow flowers along the trail. They weren't crocuses, and I don't remember seeing anything like them before. It felt like a new discovery! How could anything so brilliant be blooming on this bitterly cold day? I found out they're called winter aconite, and are part of the buttercup family.



When I started looking, I saw they were all along the trail in patches of woods where the sun shone through. These tiny bloomers totally made my day!

I had almost convinced myself I was too tired to go on a walk, but am so glad I didn't skip it. Hopefully I'll remember that next time! I can't wait to see how the trail changes as spring comes. If it's beautiful now, how gorgeous will it be then??

February 6, 2020

winter mood

It's been too long since I've blogged. Maybe it's the winter blues, or the fact that I was sick for two solid weeks, or because I've been spending most of my spare time working on puzzles. Somehow there hasn't been an inspiration or topic to write about. So I'll just write what comes to me now.

It has been such a gray, dreary winter. There hasn't been any snow to speak of, neither has it been bitter cold. It's just day after day of clouds and weak light. There was one day last week of clear blue skies and sunshine that reminded me again how glorious a sunny day is. On the positive side, I spend most of my days inside with no windows anyway, which is actually more of a trial when it's a beautiful day. Winter has its blessings, the greatest of which is evenings spent working on a puzzle in a warm basement with the fire going. I've been working on a 2000 piece for the last while. Usually I don't save them, but this one is pretty magnificent, so I'm thinking about gluing it together when I'm done.


A couple weeks ago I bought an Instant Pot and have been trying it out. There was one recipe I threw away, but otherwise everything I've tried has turned out well. It seems like you're kind of limited to soups, meats, or goulash though. Those casserole type dishes might taste ok, but they just look sloppy. If you have any great recipes to share, let me know!


I'm enjoying this "home season" and choose to focus on that instead of the bleakness of winter. Spring will be here before we know it!